I should probably write something sometime soon. Facebook has been my main source of updates as of lately. *shrug*. It was just quicker at the time. I am in Ann Arbor, Michigan right now, for work. Leaving Sunday afternoon. Gunna have to finish up homework on the way back I think. Bedtime for me now though.

Yeah, I have been mighty busy. Moved to the city, still do all the other stuff I did before….I will get something going soon. Stupid website not doing anything for me.

Why do I have to be at work for 12 hours on Mondays?

So yeah, I am moving at the end of the month or sooner. I don’t know exactly where yet but closer to work and school. It is going to be easier but harder as well. I don’t know if I can keep up with payments. I should be able to with my job. I miss people. The nothingness that happened, movies watched, walks, etc. FUCKSHHHHHhhh.

How about that new book Eclipse? Awesome. Yep. *sigh* :-) :-|

Well school started Tuesday. I am officially overwhelmed with school, work, commuting, and now more family….concerns? I spend over 4 hours a day commuting to work/school: get up at 5:30, leave at 6am to catch a 6:11 or 6:22 train. Get to the city about 7:10 and to work about 7:50 or so. Sometimes I work for 3 hours, other times 4 hours before leaving an hour early before I have to be in class. All my classes are at least 3 hours long. Then if it isn’t Wednesday, I go BACK to work after class so I can finish anything else that isn’t done and more so just to get hours. Today I was just given a 5 page critical essay that is due next Friday. I am glad I pretty much finished all my homework for my other classes because adding this was like dropping an ACME safe on my head.

I spent today’s train ride home finishing up 97% of my homework from my favorite class. I don’t know how late I will be up working on this new project, but I hope to maybe finish 25% of it. I hope so. I need to or else I am going to start doing bad things (and bad things don’t help me in ANY way get my homework done, nor help me relax but takes place of relaxing). Then, my mom called me (and my sister later) telling me about something that came in the mail dealing with my dad. Let’s just say my mom will be driving him for a while, a WHILE. But before that she has to take his name off of car titles and put mine on there. She has NO clue how to do that (and neither do I for that matter). My dad is, um…..well he is “in” for the weekend and my mom won’t be able to talk to him till Monday morning when she picks him up. My mom is really stressing over things in a way where I feel bad. But now there isn’t anything I can really do. I don’t even have enough time to eat right, sleep enough, or possibly finish my homework on time. I have even cut my hours down to as little as I need to get done what needs to be done.

I am dieing slowly. Why did the family thing have to get added to all this?

These pictures are ones from back in 2003 when I had black hair. Nothing special about the pictures; no funky editing, no special lighting (as they were takent before that knowledge), just showing off my black hair. You like?

These three pictures are pictures of myself with Kalysta at the hospital when she was born. Nothing special is done at all to the pictures, just ones that I wanted to show.

These pictures were taken by Natalie in a cemetary close to my house. I want to do something like this again sometime. If only time would permit it.

Pumped right now from editing music for tomorrow’s All-Store Meeting at WFM - HAL! Some of the music I choose was just making me giggle like a schoolgirl and the others just mixed well after taking out monotonous parts. I did a good job too. I need more music options though. Give me ideas! It needs to be clean though, or at least I need to have enough to work with to edit out the bad language. Funny stuff, up beat please. I hate to say this, but popular stuff now, stuff on the radio or something; stuff people know. *shrug* sleep…early morning tomorrow

fuck shit

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